After successfully avoiding being hospitalized for four years ( and that’s because I gave birth to my lovely daughter) I am now bound to the hospital again this Sunday. Unfortunately, the doctor at the orthopedic was right I really needed a knee surgery. I am quite scared you know. I don’t know what will happen but hopefully everything will be successful. It would be the first time that I would be away from my daughter and that is bothering me also. But I am just thinking that it is necessary because it will help me get back to normal. As my doctor said if I don’t get the operation it will get worse. No escaping. God will be at my side.