And my battles began. It takes me back to year 2002 when my lupus is very active and I cannot even walk properly. But I hope just like the other attack though it lasted for two years I can bounce back. It may take a while but I am keeping my fingers crossed that God would still allow me to see my daughter grow old. I am scared at the moment but with faith I can pull through. I am trying my best to stay on the positive side and think that if in the past we were able to survived then we can survived this one. God will lead the way.