Really I am afraid to go outside. This is the first time I am experiencing this kind of fear. Now, I am wondering, does this happen to victims of accident. Well, i think so. I did not expect this to happen to me. I hope I can get over this soon. Tomorrow I plan to go send the little one to school. She seems bored already at our house. I am praying that everything would go out smoothly and my arm won’t give me anymore problem. That the massage last night was able to correct the muscle problem. God, please be with me always. Thank you.