and that’s why I am not posting any entries.
The enthuasiastic runner is now hiding behing her laptop and just keep on exercising her fingers. haha. lol. I remember Elmo in Elmo’s World. He was teaching about EXERCISING. And then he curled up in the chair and started reading. The kids on the background were protesting, saying ‘Elmo you are not EXERCISING’. Elmo answered them ‘Oh I am exercising. I am exercising my eyes by reading’. haha. So, like Elmo I am doing my rounds by typing on my laptop’s keyboard. lol.
Enough of the goofing. I really don’t know what to do to combat this laziness. But when I had lupus, I learn to go with the flow. I listen to what my body is saying. If it says it is lazy to move then I won’t move. Most of the time if I fight what my body is telling me I end up having a flare. I know it does not make sense to other people. But laziness is part of LUPUS. No and its not an excuse.
My rheumatologist would always ask me this question when I say I feel like I am on the verge of a flare. Are you lazy during the morning. No kidding. Its part of his routinary questioning. And right now I am feeling lazy. Not sure if this is a flare or what. But I decided for now to listen to what my body is saying.