I spend 7 hours already learning how to drive. The hours were scattered into two hours a day and the last one was a three hours. Every time I end my driving lessons I have a hard time standing and walking. As if I am limping when I walk. I know it’s because I sit for a long time already. Then in one of my lessons my arm muscles really ache. I have a hard time learning how to proper handle the steering wheel. I do hope that when I am the only one to drive the car I won’t have a hard time or face any health related concerns. Oh Lord, help me be safe always. With the car, I know I would be facing challenges on the road everyday.

In just a few days I would be celebrating my 33rd birthday. I don’t expect to received gifts since my husband already gave me a brand new car which was delivered last Thursday. I am on the process of learning how to drive. But if there is something I would wish for right now is good health plus another addition to the family. I would look forward for my husband to received a dad’s birthday gifts from son in the future. I have this dream but as I always say, I would want it if that is God’s plan for us. Truth is I am also scared to be pregnant again because I am not as young as I was before and I have lots of complication already. But whatever God would give as a gift to me I would be very grateful.

Right now I am alternating zumba and jogging as my exercise. I think since I already have reached my goal in zumba, which is to dance in 1 hour, I am getting tired of it. Then I can also jogged now. Well, I am not yet tired of jogging because it is still new to me unlike zumba which I have been doing for two months now. So, I am contemplating if I would enroll myself to swimming lessons. I really wanted to learn how to swim and get rid of my water phobia. But before that happen I have to test how strong my legs are now because I would start to drive our car. I am really praying that I won’t have health related problems when it comes to problem. Lord, guide me please everytime I drive. May I not harm anyone when I am driving. lol.

This is one things I don’t like with summer. This instance while I am browsing Daybeds.com for daybed bedding sets, I am scratching my body. From my back to my arms to my legs. This is one problems that I encounter during summer because of lupus. It’s a torture when my back is so itchy and I cannot reach it because of my injury. lol. Yeah, despite the fact that I feel that my arms are already okay because I lift weights every day I am still careful not to stretch it. I don’t want to experience that pain again. Right now if I feel the itch I just take a bath or asked my little girl to pour in alcohol. hahaha. I still have a month very summer is over. Although I am not sure when the rainy season will start because of the unpredictability of our weather due to climate change. Sigh!

I haven’t done any laboratory test yet since March so I am not sure what is happening inside me. Last time everything seems fine and I do hope until now it’s fine. Physically, I think I am okay. I am alert and I think my body is getting stronger. I am still juicing my veggies and trying to exercise everyday. Though not religiously. When I wake up late everything would go downwards. Because of the heat I cannot exercise late in the day. I would wait for night to fall so that I can exercise. But when we are outdoor I walked and jogged. I have to admit that I am not strict when it comes to my diet and exercise this April. And I am hoping that I would find my groove back so that when July comes I would hit the 120lb weight. I am keeping my fingers crossed!