I already told the husband that I think I have a problem with my eyesight. Actually I already have an eyeglass but I don’t want to wear it because sometimes I get dizzy. When we were in the airport I have a hard time reading the signs. So, another visit to the opthalmologist is a must. It’s been a year since I got an eye checkup.

I wanted to say that to my body. I wanted to command it and do what my brain says. But unfortunately my body is not cooperating. I can still feel the tiredness in it. I have lots of errands to do, places to go because of this errands, and call a lot of people. I even need to look about Morgan silver dollar. Seems like someone is up to the idea of investing this year and making good on it. I don’t know if I can do all things but I wanted to accomplished them because I promise the husband that I would. But of course, I have to do it slowly so as not to abused my body. I don’t want to get sick since we have lots of planned for this year. I can feel the pressure. Yet, I cannot do anything. Since moving for me right now is an effort.

I would say the cold weather suites me best. I already experience two extreme weather in Kuwait and based on our observation it’s best that we go to Kuwait during the winter season. I never experienced any health problems during our one month stay in Kuwait other than the winter itch. My whole body itch during night time and my skin is flaky despite the large amount of lotion I put in my body. I just hope that internally there is no problem as well. Actually to avoid the rise in my blood pressure I only ate steak twice. hahaha. I remember on our last vacation in 2009, we always ate steak at TGIF and it was too hot. This cause my BP to raise and when we come home I was treated via oral chemo. I am now praying this is not the case now. I hope that when I have my test next week, everything is okay.

The truth is I am scared to ride an airplane again. If I could have one of those funny t shirts that says Scared of Airplane, I would have worn it. I am not kidding. But this fear only started when we went to Kuwait the first time. I have felt sick during our 12 hour flight. I got upset stomach, that makes me go to the bathroom every now and then, I got arthritic pain that moving and walking really is an effort and worst I felt like crawling in Dubai International Airport. Because of this our two month vacation did not proved to be fruitful because all the time I was sick and can only walk for only a few minutes. When we went back to Manila it was a big relief. And the husband has flown me via business class. So, on our next vacation, it was a breeze because we learned our lesson. The husband have make it a point to have a wheelchair to assist us. Then again, I was seated in the business class. This time I cherished the moment and I am a happy traveler. But going back home I put my faith in God. I decided to fly via economy even if I know I would somehow feel some pain. I wanted to save money. The husband was worried because he won’t be accompanying us. He just flown with us from Kuwait to Dubai but our flight to Dubai to Manila will only be and the little girl. And I think because of prayer I was able to survived it. I was able to endure the long hour and most of all I was able to walk normally in the tarmac to the Immigration to the Customs with three luggage It was a big achievement for me. And now the fear of flying has been overcome. I say through preparation and lots of prayers and the faith that I can make it!