and I pray that I would be able to accomplish the following with the next week or the week after next.

…start walking/exercising again every morning.
…go back to my swimming lessons
…have my laboratory test (C3, Creatinine, CBC, Urinalysis) and hopefully all results would be favorable
…see my rheumatologist
…see a OB Gyne nearby and have a whole body check up

Fortunately, the itch from my rashes are subsiding. I really don’t know if it’s because of the chlorine in the swimming pool. But what I know is that when I stopped going to my lessons, the severity of the itch lowered. But from time to time I still feel the need to scratch especially my back. I wonder if it’s because I don’t put sunblock on my back. Oh men, if this itch don’t stop, my back would look like the screen of a very old analog tv. Complete with dents and scratches. Hopefully when I see my doctor he can have an answer for me. The question is when am I going to see him? I pray it would be soon, and with no negative findings.

Since I stopped going to my swimming lessons, I know I am gaining weight. I wanted to start walking again and do some minutes on my treadmill and lift some weights but I am so lazy. lol. But I am so happy that now I can walked a bit far without feeling the strain on my legs. I am also confident on my walk. Then today, when I am going up and down the stairs on the mini mall I went too, I did not have a problem using my legs alternately. Before, I only can climb the stairs one step at a time. It was very challenging. Now, with the help of swimming, I know I have gained some strength on my legs. Hopefully I can go back to swimming and can stop my eating habits so that I can lost weight.

In school, I don’t know what got to my daughter’s head but she was telling her teacher that I am pregnant! What a joke! Really I know how much she likes to have a baby sister/brother and I am looking forward to shop for the best maternity clothes but I am not yet expecting! I only have a big tummy and a huge body. haha. When her teacher were telling me this we were really laughing. And I am not the only one who they say is pregnant. There are other moms who the kids are telling to be pregnant. lol. Sometimes the kids really are amusing. But because of this I decided to see an OB GYNE soon. It’s been five years since I last saw one and I am feeling something in my body already. Better be safe that sorry right? And I would like to ask her how am I going to be pregnant again. lol. Kidding!

Ever since she went into the operation to control the damage being done by her ovarian cancer, I make it a point to visit her FB profile. Everyday, I am saddened when I don’t see any updates that are coming from her. There are updates made by her sister, who also created a tumblr account for her. I kept on praying that someday she would wake up and do the updates herself. And boy was I glad when I saw her updates amidst those statuses of Steve Job’s death. When I saw her update, I really cried because for me she deserved some more in life. She deserved to enjoy some more because she is still too young. I wanted her and the man who have love her unconditionally to be together for some time. And when I sent her a message she told me she was given an extension by the Man up there. Well, not bad. And who knows she would be able to surpass what her medical prognosis, right? Let’s pray for that. And seeing her update every now and then puts a smile on my face.