Our little girl is turning five years old next month and the husband and I don’t deny the fact that we still want to have additions to our family of three. Unfortunate that addition won’t come any sooner because I just had my period. And I am a bit disappointed but I know despite the fact that we are unsuccesful this time to conceived, God has plans for us. In truth, I am also scared if ever I get pregnant again. This time the risk is bigger because of the different complications that I have suffered through the years. When I had Anevay, despite LUPUS, I still can say I am strong and healthy. But now it’s a bit different. The husband and I agrees that we can try and try and whatever is the outcome we will be happy and let God do the planning for us.

It took me two days to get my laboratory results. I don’t know but I just got this fear of seeing some not so good numbers on my blood works and urine. As it turn out I still got some pus cells. Meaning, I have UTI and the antibiotics was not able to take care of it. I am now dreading seeing my doctor.