I know it would do a lot of good when I exercised. When I do some minutes on the treadmill. I would strengthen my bones, and hopefully I would lose some fats. The problem is, though I know all of this, I am too lazy to move. No, it’s not only because I am lazy..lazy. But my muscles are stiff and my joints are aching. I think my lupus is active since I also have the rashes and some falling hear. I have to go to the doctor, I know. So by next week, another check up should be made. Believe me it ain’t easy having lupus.

A while ago, I cannot help but cry. I have posted some old pictures in my facebook account and it brings back a lot of good memories. Unfortunately some of this memories I have consist of people who I can no longer be with like my parents. I miss some people. Friends, classmates and even the environment that I have once belong. Seeing the pictures made me also remember a dear friend who have a problem with prohibited drugs a few years back.

Yesterday, was my first time to do the grocery after six months. I even rode the tricycle. After the accident I only ride either an Innova or Starex. Yes, I do have preference with what kind of vehicle I wanted to ride so as not to stress myself in going up and down. It’s really hard. But of course since the doctor declared that I am well already, I have the confidence that indeed I can now go back to my normal activities.

Finally, my orthopedic doctor have given me the go signal to resume my normal walking again. No more walker or cane! I went for a check up last Wednesday and my instinct is right, I am completely recovered. Now, slowly, I can resume my regular activities and start on doing all our plans. I think one of our goal is checking out some accredited online university for me.