I was looking into my netbook’s calendar when I realized that today is the 29th of the month. So, next week would be February already. Time for my visit to my doctors. Yes, doctors!

I have to go to rheumatologist for my lupus. I should have visited him 2nd week of January but unfortunately I had my period. I cannot have my urinalysis because of that.

I know someone who has problem with her mental health or claims to have problem with her mind. She was diagnosed with schizoprenia when she was young and still struggling with it as of the moment. The problem with her is that she knows what her problem is but don’t want to fight it because of the advantages she can gain due to her illness.

As of this moment, I would want to believe that the cough of the little girl is gone already. She coughs every now and then but it’s not as heavy like compared to the last two days. And she had slept soundly last night and did not woke up during dawn. I am keeping my fingers crossed that she won’t get sick anymore.

My situation for the past three months is no joke. At first, all I can do is to sit and lay in bed because I am still weak from my knee surgery. Then weeks after I have regained strength but still I cannot go outside and just spend my day in our room. Thankfully, now, I can get up from bed by myself and can walk out of our room through the help of my walker. But I have to find something to keep myself busy or else I’ll go cranky with boredom. Good thing I have the internet. And good TV series that got me occupied. In the past, I have completed watching The Mentalist, Fringe and every week I watch recent of the two shows plust Criminal Minds and CSI. I believe all these series have somehow added some learning facts about life.

I am looking forward to the day that my life is back to normal. When I can walk on my own and do the usual stuff. I think a lot of people misses the normal me. haha. I also missed my  normal life. I have enough of spending my day in our room. I wanted to go outside and play with the little one. I want to shop and go to the mall with my daughter.