I am still feeling the pain in my left ankle. I am still limping but it’s not that obvious. Yesterday while preparing for the little girl’s birthday, I heard my bone crack. haha. Just a sound that says it was twist. It was painful but it’s bearable and I can walk with it. Now, I am thinking if I will get an xray. I already had a prescription from my doctor and he told me if the pain is still there I need the xray to make sure that nothing is broken. Ah. Hopefully it will soon. But despite the pain we had fun celebrating our daughter’s 4th birthday. Man, she is loving every bit of her time with her daddy. Me too! After this vacation will see him after four months. And that is still conditional. I need to be healthy to travel.

While having coffee over custom mugs, the husband and I are talking about a business venture that he wanted to try. From there our topic became diverse and we end up spending an hour just chatting. We love to talk. Especially during rare moments that it was silent because our little one is sleeping. And while chatting he blurted out that he was happy because he can see it in my face and aura that I am happy. Not the usual lady who always complain about pain. I told him I really am happy. He told me yes, he can see that and he thinks it’s because of the exercise I am doing every morning. Indeed, it really helps me in the positive side. And I am happy because I feel that God again gave me another shoot in life by delaying the kidney biopsy and oral chemo treatment. I know it will eventually come but I want to overcome it by staying healthy. And so I was also telling him that he too should live the healthy life because our daughter is only four years old and we have a long way to go.

Ever since the husband arrives, I barely had time to rest. But I am not complaining though because I really am happy to have him at my side and be able to cook for him and take care of him even for just a little while. Because if there is a person who needs a king’s treatment for all his hard word that would be him. Today we were scheduled to hear mass in Padre Pio in Libis but as I prepare myself, I just saw the little girl asleep. She too is exhausted. The whole morning she was playing with her cousins. And later in the afternoon when they all went home and she was left with no playmate, she had felt the tiredness and involuntary dozed off. Now, she is still sound asleep. I wonder what time will she woke up?

I am one moody person. But as I grow old I try to control my moods and make sure that it does not show to other people. When I got LUPUS, my mood swings got worst. There are times when I don’t like doing anything. I am on a constant depression. But there are times that I am on a great mood that everything seems well and that would make me want to make myself look better. I would apply lotion, sunblock, wear nice clothes and even accessories. And right now I am feeling that. I love to dressed up and put some ‘bling-bling’ into my body. Yesterday on my daughter’s birthday some friends were teasing me about the gold locket I was wearing. It was a gift from the husband last Christmas and I was in the mood to wear it. They were saying it might have cost a fortune. Well, it’s has a value but the price you have to pay is not as high when you buy buy gold bullion. But I won’t deny the fact that it feels good to be wearing it and knowing that it’s also a good investment.