I am still debating if I should go or not. I wanted to have my random urine and creat today so that it would be available tomorrow afternoon or the latest would be Thursday am, in time for my checkup. It stop raining but it still gloomy outside. If I do go to the hospital I would tagging the little girl along. And then I will get tired and would have no energy to cook. But I do wanted to finished the urinalysis today because I so wanted to drink coke. haha. Ever since thursday I am only drinking water and buko juice. haha. I am still keeping my fingers crossed that the numbers in the protein would go down so i don’t have to undergo kidney biopsy.

There are a lot of gadgets in the market nowadays. Different sizes, different functionality, different designs. As consumers, we should be careful in picking our choice. We need to be wise and make sure that what we have would fit our needs or else we would just end up wasting our hard earned money. I have been burned twice or thrice in choosing the wrong gadgets. I end up not being able to use them. So, that thought me a lesson. I would really make sure that before going to any store I would think thrice before buying. I would do some personal debates if I need the gadget or not and what would I do with it. If it really fits my purpose, then I will surely buy it but if not and I have doubts I will think it over. With that in mind, I become a wise shopper. I was also able to earn some money by selling all my unnecessary gadgets.

It’s starting to rain. Classes were already suspended because it’s already signal no. 1. And since it’s rainy season again, most moms are on hyper alert. For one, there is the dengue news wherein the cases are going up. Last week, the little girl have some severe cough and cold episodes but I am so thankful that she was able to recover fast. I am keeping my fingers crossed that she won’t get sick despite the fact that all her classmates have colds right now. To help her combat the virus around, I make sure she eats healthy. I am so happy right now because she eats egg already. haha. No more struggling when I am asking her to drink her vitamins. And of course, now she drinks freshly squeezed orange juice. Which I think was a big help in fighting the colds away. I am praying that me, she, and the husband would be healthy always.

Because I am thinking that my weight has everything to do with what is going on with my body right now I am bent on being fit and eating healthy. So, my diet now includes eating only veggies and fish. If I can avoid meat, I avoid it. That’s why I always cook two meals a day. One for the little girl and one for me. Most of the time, mine contains sauteed veggies only, that simple! I try to eat less rice and more on the fruits and veggies. I drink a lot of water. This seems to be effective not only for my body but also my skin. Many are commenting that my skin is back to being flawless as if I have undergone acne treatments. Well, that’s just diet and more sunblock. haha. Yeah, I am so good in putting sunblock everyday that I am keeping off the butterfly rash even if I go outside and exposed in the sun. Well, I decided to be a good girl for now. Until when ? I don’t know. haha. Hopefully until I reach my good condition without surgery.

I am craving for something but I don’t know what it is. I can feel that my period is coming up and my hormones are in disarray. haha. And if I cannot determine what I wanted to eat, I would be in a sour mood. Actually my mood started going the wrong way on the clinic because of the unsuccesful attempt for the kidney ultrasound. I have not eaten since 6pm yesterday and then they are expecting me to have a full bladder. Hello! And so I told them that I’ll just reschedule it for tomorrow. And the technician don’t want to. Sometimes really this people can be inconsiderate. I was telling them I have to go and attend to my daughter. In the end they let me go just because the doctor said. hmm.