I woke up at around 2am. I tried going back to sleep but to no avail. I text the husband that I am missing him. Then he told me to go back to sleep since he knew I need it for the busy day ahead. Unfortunately I tossed and turned in the bed, sometimes disturbing the little girl because I kept on kissing her So when I saw that it’s 4:30, I decided to go up. I am craving for some corned beef and pandesal. So I am going out in a bit to buy one and I tasked my older sister to cook the corned beef. haha.

Frankly I am happy with the way things are going. Even if it’s quite tiring but I am amazed on how things are going now with my body. For one, I have been joint pain free for over a month now. I am used to walking long walks. Seems like a thirty minute walk for me in the morning is not good enough . I craved for more. It is so relaxing to walk with a nice neighborhood with trees putting some shade. Now, with the walking I am trying to incorporate healthy food. I prefer salad, veggies and fruits Hope to slim down. That’s why I am reading some sensa review in here. Well actually I would like to be thinner, I have lost 10lbs already and I am hoping to cut down some more before the ber months come in.

Today, I will have to go for another laboratory test. Actually only two test. Urinalysis and Creatinine. But the results of this test might be life changing for me. My last check up did not turn out good. In fact, my doctor already mentioned ‘kidney biopsy’ and ‘chemotherapy’. I should be worried I know but I am quite surprised of the fact that I am peacefully accepting it. I think I am at peace knowing that God is with me. Sometimes when I think of it, I worry. Kidney biopsy means knife and needles, and there is also the possibility of the blood clot. Chemotherapy will weaken me, who would take of the house and my daughter if that would be my condition. But one thing lupus has thought me, God will always make a way. Before the test I have done my part. I have exercised, eat right and now it’s on the hands of god. I am praying and hoping for better results but if not..thy will be done.

what do you know? It’s already been one week and I have not fixed my blog yet. A combination of being lazy and busy. I have been quite distracted from going online because there are a lot of stuff to do around the house. Also, I am been focused on living a healthy life. That means cutting down on the times that all you do is type and sit. I chose to move around and then detoxify. Now, I am researching on ways help me out on my quest, would you think dr natura colonix would help? I will need some more information but for now I think I need to make sure that my blog would be up and about before the week end.